My decision

I'm craving for the outside world..
but I've finally decided..
I don't know how much time is left for me to live..
and I want to stay with my family while I still can.. A family which offered and sacrificed so much for me..
Love is a choice and I've realized there's no enough love that can replace the love that my family has given me.
I can live without a boyfriend or a husband but not without my mummy and daddy.
I'm not afraid to die young..but I refuse to end my life filled with regrets.