In a shithole

Once again, I came face-to-face with depression.
I felt so miserable dealing with all the assignments.
I want to just....give up, pack my bags and go home.
I want to put off the burden on my shoulder before it kills me.
Love...I don't even know what that means anymore.
I just can't feel it..not like what we used to be.
I feel so frustrated..just so damn frustrated.
I want to go into slumber and not waking up the next day.
I gave up on you and myself.