Let go

Here I am, sitting in the dark, crying my heart out.
Why am I here?
As much as I love you
I'm so sick of all these....
My heart is screaming in agony
but you can't even heard....
I don't have a place in your heart
not even on this earth....
If this is the price to pay for love
then I give up
I'm tired and so much in pain
You don't realize how much I wanna leave everything behind and die
Guess..you don't even care